1. |
Dierectum
01:51
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Definitely destroyed
You'll strike the skull and fall
The catalyst of actions
The answer to the call
When failing are your options
And time is slipping past
Then action is what's needed
Direct and needed fast
You can play the game and wait
You can run the process through
But death draws closer daily
Because nothing that you do
Deviates the problem
Right in front of your face
The problem still persists
From who put it in it's place
Defiant against the tyrant
Directing this fucking game
Defiant against the tyrant
Or results will stay the same
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2. |
Facedown
00:44
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Drag me down to the bottom of the sea
Do you see the faces staring back at me
The pointless product of detestation
With no room left for negotiation
Repeat the same words unfiltered through your brain
For no improvement, momentum or gain
It keeps driving me mother fucking
Insane
There's never been a day where I didn't have to pick up my face off the fucking ground
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3. |
Grave Digger
01:50
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Digging a grave like you're planning on lying
Your face in the dirt like you've given up trying
To face the day with any bit of strength
When your head is toxic your body will waste
I'm done
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4. |
Unreal Americans
00:52
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Die
Bent down on my knees to resurrect myself again
Hands held onto the Bible the prophets pounced dead
Tried to pop my cherry but I got a side of fries
Sam said they were better, I ate them and he lied
Oh my god, I'm dreaming again
You are not a real american
You are not the real Americans
Fucking white people are not real americans
We're all Grade A American mutts
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5. |
Horizon
01:54
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Desperation breaks your only rule
Your mind the sharpest of your tools
Fading fast your one true calling
You dive deeper into darkness falling
Corrupting the stem with seeds of doubt
Ignoring every single shout
It lingers on, ever stressing
My night grows darker, never ending
I struggle with myself just to push the sludge away
It continues to return unless I face myself today
Your gaze is dark always inviting
Shows the places you've been hiding
Clears the smoke and drains the drink
Only leaving your brain to think
About the pain you've caused yourself
And the pain you bring to everyone else
Silence is my only relief
When it plagues me even in my sleep
I struggle with myself just to push the sludge away
It continues to return unless I face myself today
I'm sick and tired of this shit
Dark clouds forming up ahead
This rain will never cease again
The sun is setting in my head
I'll struggle to be free but every time I see
That the man who I face is me
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6. |
Dead Eyes
01:12
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Dead in the eyes but you continue to breathe
A lingering shadow reigns over me
The fear in the air still stagnant and stale
Lying in wait for someone to fail
Tormented by that fucking night
Frozen, unable to fucking fight
Dead in the eyes but you continue to breathe
Silent screaming, begging to leave
Unable to cope with this fucking mess
Unable to cope with this fucking stress
Unable to shift or point the blame
Unable to look at your face the same
Dead in the eyes but you continue to breathe
Searching for some sort of reprieve
Nothing else I could say or give
I don't know how you continue to live
What the fuck were you thinking
What the fuck
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7. |
Heinous Plot
01:00
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Festering and fucked circling my brain
Worms crawling through my layers of disdain
Denying my eyes from any sight to see
But tar further sinking, slowly surrounding me
Let the walls rise, let my head black out
Let my lungs flood, Pouring filth out my mouth
The process unrelenting, passing moments can't retain
Degrading every day from the flesh I can't maintain
Digging deeper down my body's been found rotting
Scavenging, the vultures continue heinous plotting
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8. |
Assisted Suicide
01:06
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Suicide is the genocide of my generation
Drilled into your head, bringing devastation
Impossible standards of money, by art
You face everyday and you're fucked from the start
It goes on and on
Your face turns away
It's a struggle to stay
Never seeming to cease
You beg for release
Desperate measures against your mind
Keeping you weak and it's a struggle to find
Any peace inside your brain
When your self worth is down the drain
You
You'll limit my food, rip roof from head
Poison my water, cause struggle instead
Do everything but take my life
And when I hate myself I won't think twice
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9. |
Aftermath
01:38
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Guilty
It's hard
Try to speak without falling apart
I don't know what's wrong
In fact my feelings are gone
Leave me alone
I got nothing in my name
And you are not obligated
To tend to my grave
I have nothing left to give (4)
What is it with my afterlife
That keeps me nothing but pressed for time
No more no more remorse no more
No more
ceasing in the light (2)
Wanna burn down my city
Hell I know what you mean
The constant pressure binding
It burns at the seams
And so when you need an answer now can I comply
Still how do I give you an answer without falling apart
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10. |
Terror Watch
00:34
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Things aren't even that bad
I'm just fucking sick of being sad
Waking up and fighting the urge
To free myself, completely purge
Everything that I've ever done
What matters to me and everyone
But poison drips into my skull
Tear me down / Watch me fall
Things aren't even that bad
I'm just fucking sick of being sad
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11. |
Compost
01:56
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All of the years between your flesh and your skull
From the day you die until you rot in a hole
The silence, the darkness, it's claustrophobic
But with the way things are looking you'll hardly notice
Your rotting flesh will serve as a timer
Counting down the people who barely remember
The life you lived when things weren't so dark
When blood still pumped its way through your heart
Eyes closed, mouth shut, worms composting
The only good thing your body's left hosting
Is nutrients to dirt that will forever surround
You're body's slow and eternal breakdown
And with any luck from that dirt will grow
New life abounding and continue to go
To the race of humans who've forgotten your life
But continue to live by your sacrifice
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12. |
Break Control
00:58
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Break Control
Break Their Hold
The things they do to keep you in line
That they'll call anything but control
Disguised to cause your Death of Self
Judge your worth by your wealth
Media that exists to hate
Fear, divide, self-deprecate
And when you start to fall behind
When you live below the line
When your work profits the rich
Control won't give you an inch
The struggle is hard when it's one from within
Aided by surroundings and setting in
To fight their grasp to break their hold
Is the first step to break control
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13. |
Old
01:32
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No recollection
No advertisment
No one will size up
Nobody's next door
No one receiving
Any believing
There is no answer
In the fall of war
How could this be true
Communion deceives too
The unity falls through
The walls caving for you
Grow apathetic
Deny that you're manic
Ears ring like static
I've had it
I’VE HAD IT
I would kill myself before I'd kill you
I would have a paycheck for my plan
And if there was the instance I don't need to
To tear it up would be my final stand
I don't even think that I would need to
However my whole psyche says fat chance
And if I leave this world without a paid due
It's just because I said "fuck you too"
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